Daftar Isi:1. Elemental 2. Introduction In Light and In Darkness 3. Suffering and the Contemplative Gaze in Teaching 4. On the Two Meanings of Suffering 5. Caring for Humanity 6. I Can t Believe It Myself Most Days 7. Suffering and the Blues 8. Ajahn Chah Gives a Teaching 9. The Give-Back of the Giving 10. Teaching Tiny Tim from My Tiny Tim Closet A Personal Essay 11. Making Space It s Okay to Clear Time for Yourself 12. A Teacher s Night Song 13. Living in the Shadow of What I Teach or Rather Learning from Our Needs 14. Never Quite Enough 15. Why Students Don t Suffer 16. A Time to Weep and a Time to Laugh Or the Necessity of Suffering Even As We Live Happily Ever After 17. Once in a Blue Moon